Wow... It has been a long time since I last blogged here. Well, I reckon it is because this blog is mainly OUR activities. So, being unable to meet him for the past 1 1/2 month, this blog was quiet for that long as well.Yesterday, was suppose to meet him at Mustafa Centre to get himself a watch. Contacted him after I end work, he was unreachable. Imaginations begin to run wild. Because, he just got into an accident and did mention before that he was not really well to drive. But still, he had to drive to work daily.In the end, it was because he had left his handphone at home. Things was not very nice initially. I was not too happy with his attitude. After not meeting for so long, being able to meet yesterday, I was filled with excitement. But, he had to ruin it somehow.Towards the end of the night, things got slightly better. However, while having dinner on my own, I was thinking of how he has treated me so far. What he did... How he reacts when I get him a gift... Everything. And somehow, it begins to hurt and tears falls down my cheeks.Wanted to send him an email, voicing out my unhappiness, my feelings. Just then, he called me. We chatted and the feeling slightly subsided. There was a tinge of happiness in me again. So, I decided to forego the matter and see what happens in the future. Silly?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
8:18 AM